Tonight, I want to lie in the forest face down with my mouth chewing
out its essence.
I also want to defecate and rot
so that something of myself
goes back into the Earth.
As a human being,
I know I need to do something
and this is what I want to do.
Time will be needed for me to rot completely.
As a human being,
I know I need to keep grasping
and never let go.
This is the best way for me to do my part
and be a part of the ecosystem.
I will gnaw on the Earth along the shoreline
so that half my body
can more quickly begin rotting
while the rest keeps gnawing.
Perhaps I should gnaw with my hands as well.
My gnawing will make an impression in the Earth
which will better
allow her
to swallow me up;
When my time comes.
This is give and take
and is,
without doubt,
The best way to live!